Eyes of the predators

Walking through the crowd their eyes are piercing through me. What's so nice about staring at me? Oh wait.. My hair!! Ain't it nice!? I know you like it but it isn't polite to stare at people, y'know!

It's been a while since I stepped into the foyer of a thousand people from different parts of the world. Somehow it didn't smell like home but more of a ditch. A ditch full of garbage & more to be thrown in soon. How poorly a home has been manage to a dump site. Now my plan is to move out of this place but so far I've not a choice yet but to stay in it for a while more. Maybe later I'll move out. =) But am thinking about it.

But just as I walk into this dump site. Eyes preyed on my head. I guess it must have been a sight. It makes people ponder on what gender I could be. Some of them could be making bets. But what do I care. Friends going around wondering what drastic change has happen some even wondering what in the wide world has happen to me. But hey.. I'm still that whacky, crazy driver who knows most of the shortcuts. =D

Getting stared at is fun. I had a very random comment just asking. This guy just randomly said "cool hair!!". Since I was rushing the only kind gesture I could make was a "thumbs up". Hahahaha!! The guy said "thanks". Lol! That's funny! Owryte.. owryte.. Enough about my hair already. I bet most of yall are bored of me talking about my hair. Hahahaha! I shall stop here before you guys go crazy!

Along out! =)

Run in with the Clamp cops.

First day of class & I get a clamp ticket plastered on my windscreen. Fulamak! I tell you this security guards just love putting that yellow thingamajig on my tyres. What am I to do my car breaks down at the "no parking" slot & I can't start it. Plus the college guard helped me to put the sign on my windscreen saying "kereta rosak" but the security guards just love my car so much that they put that yellow thingamajig. Cis!

So the boss or not the boss who kitt says is MY BEST FRIEND had to be called & tada after much talking. Them taking advantage of me just because I parked at a non-parking space asking me to pay them some money for drinks I manage to get that yellow thing out of my tyres. Did I give them some money? Nope! Why should I when a sign was already plastered on my windscreen saying kereta rosak & my mechanics were there seeing to it. So basically am telling the truth not lying because the damn car park is so far away from college.

Which the tpm management so cleverly put there making us do extra work for coming to classes even making us LATE for class because the damn shuttle van is not punctual. Pfft!!! But hey.. What's done is done. There's another solution. RIght now I just don't have no car & my mechanic nearby my house is a total nuthead because he didn't resolve any of my car problems. So I had to call the puchong mechanic to get it done & thank god mum called them because immediately they realise what's wrong with the car. Tada! Case solve now pocket burn! Money come out again. Aih!

Looking back, no more.

You know how some past are so stubborn that they don't want to remain in the past but instead intrudes the present. Just as how much it means to you, the past it also makes life difficult to carry on if it keeps on intruding.

Yeah! Basically that has threatened my present for a good few months. But now baby.. I'm free! I'm so happy that even singing joy to the world can't show how happy & free I am. Knowing that finally after much rejection & ignorance the past has finally decided to stay in the past. Right now I'm so glad I can really say goodbye to 2009 & HELLO 2010.

I hope the new year has much more exciting things for me. Concentration on studies would be on top of my list. Hey who wouldn't if you really want to go get the hell out of here, ay. =)

PS: The first cut is trully the deepest & it'll take a good few years to heal.

Before I die or my motors ain't working.

If you know me well. You would know I'm crazy, hyper & pretty random at times. Today I was going through old pictures of mine, picturesque picture of other people's & was well just thinking about things. Then I thought of something really random which is.. "things I want to do before I die or my motor runs out".

If you get the meaning of "motor" you would understand. Don't go thinking other stuff alright. So here's what I want to do. I want to at least try every sports that exists even though I hate it or dislike it at least I have a basic knowledge of it. I want to learn how to play every instrument there is & specialize in those that I like playing. I want to take numerous beautiful pictures just because I love how the world is so colourful & how people has many expressions.

I want to do all those crazy stuff before I die. Example: Bungy Jumping. Extreme sports sends orgasm down my spine. All in all. I need money before I could do all those crazy stuff. So work is on top of my list & if I say work means the job that would definitely not be boring. I hope that dream job would bring me loads of remuneration. =D

So glamorous

Some times in life there are things that are unavoidable. For example accidents. Just like how the wind breezes through. Troubles would be of the same nature. I live a random life. Just as how random I can be my life is random too. Just like how my mood is like a wave at sea my life is wavy too.

Ever dreaming a life so glamorous. Oh didn't we all did. Didn't we all wanted to be just like Jessica Alba, Dwayne Johnson, Brad pitt & etc. Haha! But those are dreams of the impossible but just like every impossible who said we could not make it possible. =p Asking me to get up & see the reality. Oh it is the reality. We can all be as glamorous as we want. By not being some celebrity we could be glamorous just as we want.

You could get up & just say, "Hey! I wanna be glamorous".Tada! Then you get up & go do up yourself, go out to the world and say "Good morning world!". Plus you can hire your brother or sister to be your papparazi if you want. Or drag some small kid off the road and ask to be your camera man. Better still if you had a friend who is a photographer. So why can't we be glamorous just for one day. All you need is the confidence in yourself and you're ready to go.

Me? I can be. I'm always living glamorously. (wah seh! Perasan case) No no! But seriously. I like the life I live. It's full of wonders. At times I can be hard headed & stubborn, then I can be all nice & smoochy or I can be that cool looking girl or a gangster on the street. Glamorous enough for you? It is more then enough for me plus I'm a photographer myself (self praised) the coolest, most open but yet very shy friend you have. Tada! Plus can be very perasan case for example now. What's life without a bit of fun. After all you only lived once & you're young not for long. It'll come a time when you can't do things that you used to do.

So better to live life to the fullest & do what you think you can. But never regret in the end.

I can be that shades girl

OR;

The rocker chick

OR;

As what Henry said to me.. A big timer aka "TAI LO"

Imogen Heap

I love listening to Enya & all. I mean I still do and I've also found another artist I love listening. This kind of songs put you in the mood, y'know. When you have nothing to do but dreaming through the days this kind of songs really puts you into the mood. Whether it was to put you to sleep or in fantasy land. Whatever it is I love Imogen Heap. She's brilliantly awesome! Voice of angel not like I know how the voice of angel is. It was metaphorically speaking, duh!



I mean listen to her. It's awesomeness!! Enjoy aight!!

Kereta buruk

Dah la kete lama. Skang bg masalah yg memeningkan!! Uish!! Twice in 2 weeks the blady car stop. My goodness. Memang mcm gampang [bak kata gg & bb]. Until when la this car won't create nuisance. Pretty much a good car. Ala! Kete ferari kan. Mestilah good car. Cam owner dia, gud gal [bak kata Izan].

Hahaha!! Now gotta wait for AAM to call for it to be towed. Wah! Pocket sudah hangus oh! Duit kuar.. kuar.. kuar.  If I was a rich girl.. nananananna.. Even if I was rich also it won't be able to cover these external causes. Someday.. somehow still money would come out of the pocket & thus we would end up paying more for repairs rather than the cost of the car. Pai seh!!

Cuaca pon tak mengizinkan. Panas.. panas.. panas!! Rosak je plan ak ari nih. Cannot berjolly-jolly!! Ish ish ish!! ='( Nasib rambut dah pendek kalo x lagi la rimas.

Ps: Soorryy for the tremendous manglish. We're staying in Malaysia mah! It's "1Malaysia". So yall understand la. Paham2 je la. Those who know me well. I speak better malay than chinese. Pe nak buat kan dah dikelaskan sebagai "banana". Hahahaha!!

I don't know what to say

I came here with the intentions to write about Malaysia ain't being Muhibbah at all with a draft all written up in my head but then just as I click "New post" those drafts in my head. All missing! Wahseh!! So now I've nothing much to say about the recent Church attacks. Just that I pray that those irresponsible imbecile would come to realize that they're only jeopardizing their own culture. If they don't want to be called a Malaysian then move to another country.

Now my hair. Haha! Well lots of comments given some I thank you & some I wouldn't give much thought to it. The thing is. It is my hair, my money. I can do whatever I want with it. For as long as I'm comfortable & like it. Well what's the problem. Like I said to a bunch of them, Sarah can pull anything with a hairstyle like that. That's because my hair can do somersaults, it's a wonder. In one hairstyle I can be this & another I can be that. You can't stay young for long. By each minute you grow older so why not do the things when you can because when you're old, you'll look back & say, "I wish I did that when I was younger".

For at least you tried & experimented it. For as long as you know what suits you & what doesn't. You'll never regret it. You would feel accomplished. I won't regret to what I've written but I'm sure some of you would understand that it's my decision to do what I do. I won't move forward if I don't try & realize it's a mistake. If I'm prevented from making one I would never realize what's good for me.

ROCKSTAR BAYBEH!

Last day of 2009

I spent my last day of the year at the futsal court. A place I feel so free. What a place to start the new year. What more with a tournament we nearly won & my first semipro experience as a midfielder. Lol! Wishing more of this to come with that comes more improvement on my game & this time it's just not talk but doing it. =)

The slipper that was lost

Inilah kisah selipar kesayangan saya hilang di hotel "5 star".

Who would have predicted ay that a worthless slipper could go missing in a hotel. After all it was left in my room before I went out. I saw it in the morning because I thought of wearing that day to the game but didn't. Oh my precious RM10 slipper. It went missing when I came back in the afternoon. Yes it was worth only RM10.. RM10!! RM freaking 10!!

Why am I making a fuss over a worthless slipper. Let me tell you alright. I had those slippers for 2 years! 3 years & it still looked good. It was good quality slippers even though it was worth very little. Plus it was a beautiful design with an eagle on it which never fade after using for 2 years. That was how good it was. I use it everyday alright but that has to be ended by it being stolen in GRAND BLUE WAVE hotel. Housekeeping came in & poof it went missing. Just like that.

If say they took those RM70++ adidas slipper then I could understand but these RM10 slippers. What they want it for!! Yes irresponsible pricks! Hotel manager you better pay your employees proper remuneration you pay them so poorly that they're willing to steal slippers worth RM10. RM10!! My goodness!

Ah! You can always say I can buy another slipper. But you can't get good quality, fancy slippers with that price anymore. It's not about the money, it's about quality & it was the only slippers that lasted very long & in perfect condition.