You need money

I was just having a nice chat with kitty about furthering studies as it is a dream come true if I do get out of Malaysia & get a well paid job. That dream was instill in me by my parents. However that dream that was theirs is now mine but everything bows down to money. $.$

*KACHING KACHING*

There you go money is everything this days. Back in the days RM10 used to be able to buy many a things but now RM 10 is equivalent to 1 meal. 10 years ago you could buy yourself 3 meals a day with RM 10 but now RM10 at times is not enough to buy you a proper meal. To go on with your day eating outside food you'll need a minimum of RM 50. So best you eat at home.

Money is everything nowadays. Nothing goes by without money. Bribery is no longer a packet of ciggarettes or what-so-ever. Now it's you give me money & that's it. Even education money is needed. It is needed so badly that students are not available to pursue dreams because with money comes politics and with politics comes ignorance and with ignorance becomes so many problems that it leads to more and more problems. Even government school children need to pay school fees which could lead to nearly RM100 and not counting the books which they need to buy amounting to more than RM100.

MONEY MONEY MONEY.. IT'S NOT FUNNY IN A POOR MAN'S WORLD!

So the best way to achieve your goals or targets is having the passion to do it. With passion comes inspiration with inspirations comes diligence with diligence comes the achieved goals. Money can rule your world if you want it to be & if you do that say bye bye to living a happy life. For now money is what we all think because we are forgetting how to live life to the fullest. Sometimes I wished I live life as how I used to be; carefree!

I MISS MY KITTY!

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Now each time I log myself into blogger with a draft written in my head somehow or rather it gets lost somewhere at some part of my brain whenever I want to pen it down. There's just so much I want to write but halfway through it I always find it boring thus I'll delete the whole passage & leave the post blank.

Initially my topic was about the recent racist videos amongst Malaysians which I feel so embarrassed that a fellow country men has portrayed us Malaysians as racist citizens. However, it is only these narrow minded imbeciles are the ones who thinks the way they do. If & only if the world could see the beauty of all the races & how we practice semangat MUHIBBAH amongst ourselves despite of different cultural backgrounds. There's nothing we can do because the media loves the negative side of something, someone & countries compared to the positive. =D

We humans if there's one thing we are naturally good at that is finding someone else's fault & we the media would just make that fault into something horribly, terribly, vegetably BAD. That's the honest truth not bragging but just stating the facts. I would love to talk more on 1Malaysia but I've said what I said on my previous post about it & being the person who hates politics. I shall yield anymore thoughts & stick with what I've written.

1Malaysia can only happen overseas but never in its country. Believe me. =D

Photo credits to Steph "haler" Sia

I am God's child

I hate make up on my face, I hate being soft spoken & all girly like, I hate carrying hand bags, I hate being all romantic & mushy, I like doing extremely physically challenging stuffs, I like board shorts, hoodies & hats, I like my busuk toys (instead of bantal busuk), I like speakers, amps & woofers, I like upgraded cars, I like racing on the road, I like to verbally abuse people who steps on my toes, I like being who I am & my parents aren't worried of it.

As much as I can misbehave I do have my limits, my what-nots, my beliefs & the love of my family. I can look rowdy but I have my limits. In life there are always limits once you cross that, it's hard for you to turn back time. I like writing, as you can see at times I do write nonsense and at times I write relevant stuffs. I do what I want, I think before I want to do something & become impulsive if I was pushed to the limits. Basically, according to all my close friends, I'm just unpredictable. Not that I'm bragging about it but I think it's true because I myself don't know what I want to do next. Whatever comes, comes whether I want to do it, that's my choice.

But what thing about me is at times you can just never put my face and character together because the puzzle always seem to run away. Sometimes people misjudge me for who I am but it don't matter to me because I can understand why. This is how I like it to be. More like a game compared to being realistic all the time. So this is me, I'm God's child. He made me for who I am, my parents shaped me to the person I am, I make myself learn to be the person everyone thinks, fascination.

I reek of V.S.O.P

I pick & choose who I want to befriends. It's not that I'm arrogant it's just that I can only click with certain people & some people I just disapprove of their attitude that I won't bother befriending. You see sometimes it's better to know early then later.

Although, I do get people who assume or pride themselves in their friends. Thus, they misinterpret actions like ignorance as something really bad & that in Malaysia terms "lupa kawan". I do get that a lot. It does not mean that I don't hang out all the time means I forget my friends, correct?

Just like V.S.O.P I pride my friendships highly. They're expensive & worth it. So if I do stay away from people I just knew or people I just met it means there's something about them that I couldn't agree. It's rather they stay as acquaintance better than a friend. A friend is someone in my standards precious as gems & if they break the bond I'll weep because I lost those precious gems but if I don't weep it means I threw it into the ocean for someone else to have it..

My friends are like V.S.O.P & that's cause I value our friendships.

1 Malaysia

"Hello nama saya Sarah Ong. Sy dari Petaling Jaya. Umur sy 19 taun. Sy pelajar kolej yg suke sgt2 maen sukan. Sy dari mana? Sy dari MALAYSIA lah! Apa lagi!??"

I've always been asked what race am I and how come I speak such fluent Malay & look like one too. You see.. Most of my life I grew up in a Malay community & I like imitating how people talk thus the Malay slang I have. But here's the problem. I'm not Malay, I'm not Chinese, I'm not Eurasian but I'm MALAYSIAN. Only a Malaysian can speak Malay, English & their native language/mother tongue. Only a Malaysian can look chinese, indian, malay, benggali or mat salleh (caucasian).

Sometimes I do get cheesed off when people asked me stupid questions such as "How come you have tanned skin but you're chinese?". Now.. Can someone tell me what ridiculous question was that about. So what if my race says I'M CHINESE. It does not mean that I need to have yellow skin or speak chinese or not speak fluent english nor malay. I think people need to start knocking it in their head that WE ARE MALAYSIAN. Not chinese, not malay, not indian & definitely not caucasian.

WE, Malaysians come from a unique population of mixed race & we the mixed race are called MALAYSIAN because we do not belong in any ethnic group. Here's why.. IT IS BECAUSE WE HAVE MIX BLOOD. So if you go on & say you're chinese considering you're a mixed blood. Definitely you would look different, think different, dress different & act different. Why? Because of the way you grew up. You did not grow up learning 1 culture but 2 cultures & in some cases more than 2. Now how cool is that.

For us Malaysians we are so used to having more than 2 races in our family that we adapt all the cultures. I for one agree to that because I come from a multiracial family & we all love each other equally. Hence, all I can say is I'M MALAYSIAN & I'm PROUD to be One!