The cat is out of the beg

Many people has their dislikes & likes about me. Many has also pre-assumed me before even getting to know me. Now let's get the cat out of the beg shall we.

Firstly, I am person with many personalities. Different people see the different side of me. It's not a disorder, it's something I naturally built when I was growing up. So I am the mysterious person. I am defined as a tomboy, an arrogant person, a joker, a true friend, an athlete, an animal? Like I said many people has different assumptions of me so it isn't their fault because of my many characters.

Secondly, I don't give 2 cents what people think about me. I have lived by that ruled but recently that rule has been changed by people not of my concerned. Basically I was blinded by love at that point & that's how I felt the pain of changing into someone I am not. But all that was a phase & like all phases I manage to pull through with a special friend by my side & very supportive parents.

I'm a dupe to have to find my real self through the eyes of someone else. The person has made me realize what I am good at & coax me into doing the things I am good at. It also sucks that I have lost my 2 best friend to the world. No! They didn't died, they just moved on without me. Just like I always says what goes around comes around. Well I deserved it because at one point I abandoned the one true friend who has always been there for me over a boy. Life's a journey & we learn from our mistakes.

Recently, my life took a big U-turn. It gave me a very big slap in the face to wake up into reality. Just last week I was brooding over my first break up. It was bad! My whole world was topsy-turvy for a few days but lucky me at least the guy didn't left me alone. He managed to be there when he is needed like he always does but not always. Anyhow, I manage to pull through & God works in wonderful ways. It was just the perfect timing because now I can focus more on achieving my initial goals just minus the laziness. Also, many thanks to him I found that writing was something I'm a natural at but needs a lot of improvement.

A person once said that I am heartless & an animal. Why? Because I told the person to move on & stop stepping back into the past. Just like always people mistaken my advices for insults thus like always they're at the back of the class. Left out. =) Other people said I am arrogant because I don't greet them, I own 2 new toyota(s) & I have an arrogant face. Ahem! I don't greet people if I don't see them & it isn't me who owns 2 brand new cars, it's my parents.

See those are a few examples of how people perceived me. Sometimes it isn't their fault like I said. They misinterpret me & like I always do, I ignore them. Let's say life now is a beginning of a new chapter, a resurrection from the old self which is a relief. Like always I will carry on doing what I do best. I have a thirst for trying new things. At least I am a jack of all traits or shall I say A JANE OF ALL TRAITS. It is a 'Jane' because I am not a guy.

Humour runs in my blood hence feel free to laugh at upcoming posts or pictures. I sure would love entertaining you with the jokes of my life. Till the next time.