Old school workaholic?

Being old school is considered a bore. Youngsters my age thinks old school is too OLD & it's meant for elderly. Well this was said by the frequent clubbers. Well what good is techno, anyways?? It's some blasted music with a rhythm that repeats itself with awfully loud bass that drowns the tune. How people could stand clubbing, I don't know but I for one can't stand the excessively loud bass drumming in a small closure with carbon monoxide in the air. =D

Now listening to old school, jazz, r&b, classical music with good company & some beers or liquor is the best thing. It's just a time to unwind & relax have a few chats & maybe hit home with a 1 night stand. I don't know, who knows only God knows. So why am I getting terrible response when I say, " I don't club". Haha! I guess the whole outlook of me is really bringing that impression around. However, I like the idea how people think I'm that kind of person but I turn out to be another. Ace for me! I can't help it that I'm old fashion at heart but young on appearance. At times I look way too young but no matter. It's all about staying yourself.

On the other hand, I guess I can understand how work can be such addiction. Well if you're working for a career you love. I betcha' that you'll work yourself to death if you are so addicted to it. Work can be as addictive as ciggarettes, drugs, alcohol & tattoos. Like I said I find that you can be a workaholic if you love what you doing. Basically your mind is all focused on that one particular thing.

What about money you asked?

I don't think that money would play much of it if you love the work you do. The only thing you would look forward too is another day at work. Yes although at times it could be stressful but it's the challenge that makes you want to come back again & improved yourself. I get how people can  be a workaholic & this is one of the reason. Maybe soon I'll figure out more. But for now.. Life is about being real & original.

I am what I am.

Reality

We humans breathe oxygen supplied by the atmosphere, we humans exhale carbon dioxide that has been evolved from oxygen, we humans experience first hand love from our parents, we humans can't live without a life partner, we humans step on each other to get on top, we humans get jealous when another human is better.

The thing is that is REALITY. We can't stray from reality, the fact of the matter is reality is right in front of our face & we just can't run away. Go away & live in your own world, a world you created & want to live but someone or something would smack you out of it. Then you would be back into reality. Reality hurts, imaginary does not. Reality eats you but imaginary does not. Reality grants you assurance.

Assurance that you would learn to love, to spend, to gain, to die, to fight, to kill, to experience. But no imaginary would grant you that. It only grants you a fantasy that would never come true unless you are so rich that you buy your fantasy but then reality would hit you back. The fact of the matter is reality is in the skin, blood & organs of us. To part from it is suicidal.

The reality is I love being by myself & I dislike hanging around so much with people. The reality is I hate selfish people. The reality is I never actually like most people except for the 1 or 2 that has made my life a serene, peaceful & enjoyable one. The rest are only, I need you when I want other than that I'm just a human who faces reality like breathing oxygen. This was what I was brought up to believe that reality will smack you right in the face.

So get out of your fantasy & face the facts. Because reality will haunt you & it will stay with you till the day you die.

Let the ignorant fools be schooled

What say you if you realize that someone is saying something wrong & you correct them but instead of a thank you, you get.. "do not correct me". Now now if such words were thrown to your face what would be your reaction? Satisfied? Angry? Upset? No feelings?.. Basically, you're just gonna think that the person is a moron, am I right?

So if such a person existed which is a mighty yes what would you do such people? Torture? Ignore? I'll go with ignore & silent torture. The silent torture is smiling at every wrong things the person has done. Just keep smiling and do not even give a hint or correction or to advice. Just plain ignore with a smile & that my friend would get such people to a boiling point that he/she cannot take it anymore & would just burst. Now that is the sight to see. When all patience run out & the bomb has exploded. I just so love to see such things.

People love stepping on my toe when I keep my trap shut. Step.. step.. step is what they love doing to poor me. Pity? Yes I think so but it's not for me but for them because just like a bomb. Each person has his/her explosion time & that time would rise when the wick of the bomb is at its last strand of barrier & the defense line is broken & BOOM you get an exploded bomb.

My advice, never push the boundaries unless you are prepared with an armor at hand & a dagger at the other. Torture is the only the beginning of the movie, explosion is what that excites everyone most.

When hearts turn cold

People don't turn cold just with a snap of the fingers. They turn cold because people made them too. Sometimes it is not they want too it is because they have too. Sometimes they want too because they don't want to be connected to anyone. People turn cold because there's a reason behind it & behind that every reason is the same old thing, DISAPPOINTMENT.

When disappointment reaps the heart there's always a drastic step that would be made, ISOLATION. When isolation takes place no one can penetrate that barrier until something much more powerful does which is INFLUENCE & LOVE. If you're one who can not provide such penetration never ever get close with one who has a cold heart for you would only be filled with hurt & once that has taken place never blame yourself but just let time do the talking.

On another note;

Turning cold can be the best way to eliminate stress because your not dependent & trusting on nobody. When you're all that it takes the stress away on reliability but however loneliness would crowd you.

 

When sugar eats me up

"I was gonna go to class before I got high.. I could of cheated and I could of passed but I got high.." - Afroman

I'm craving for black chocolate, chocolate mousse, cupcakes, coke & cakes but then again medical complications is in my way to enjoy that. Just a lil coke gets me all hyper & then people would break into laughter. Laughter that gets them lil tummy cramps from laughing so hard.

It was conclude that if you plan on getting a flat or 6 pack tummy you should hang out with me because you'll laugh till all the fat is blasted out. Basically, touching sugar/glucose will get me all spiced up & prepared to go for battle even my mother is trying to keep me away from it. It's like "who let the dogs out.." kind of effect when sugar is in my system but that's where I get my energy. If not I'm dead quiet as a snail only sound when I'm stepped on.

Now afroman is stuck in my head & I've nobody to sing too. Everyone is asleep. ='(

Coz we got high!

You need money

I was just having a nice chat with kitty about furthering studies as it is a dream come true if I do get out of Malaysia & get a well paid job. That dream was instill in me by my parents. However that dream that was theirs is now mine but everything bows down to money. $.$

*KACHING KACHING*

There you go money is everything this days. Back in the days RM10 used to be able to buy many a things but now RM 10 is equivalent to 1 meal. 10 years ago you could buy yourself 3 meals a day with RM 10 but now RM10 at times is not enough to buy you a proper meal. To go on with your day eating outside food you'll need a minimum of RM 50. So best you eat at home.

Money is everything nowadays. Nothing goes by without money. Bribery is no longer a packet of ciggarettes or what-so-ever. Now it's you give me money & that's it. Even education money is needed. It is needed so badly that students are not available to pursue dreams because with money comes politics and with politics comes ignorance and with ignorance becomes so many problems that it leads to more and more problems. Even government school children need to pay school fees which could lead to nearly RM100 and not counting the books which they need to buy amounting to more than RM100.

MONEY MONEY MONEY.. IT'S NOT FUNNY IN A POOR MAN'S WORLD!

So the best way to achieve your goals or targets is having the passion to do it. With passion comes inspiration with inspirations comes diligence with diligence comes the achieved goals. Money can rule your world if you want it to be & if you do that say bye bye to living a happy life. For now money is what we all think because we are forgetting how to live life to the fullest. Sometimes I wished I live life as how I used to be; carefree!

I MISS MY KITTY!

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Now each time I log myself into blogger with a draft written in my head somehow or rather it gets lost somewhere at some part of my brain whenever I want to pen it down. There's just so much I want to write but halfway through it I always find it boring thus I'll delete the whole passage & leave the post blank.

Initially my topic was about the recent racist videos amongst Malaysians which I feel so embarrassed that a fellow country men has portrayed us Malaysians as racist citizens. However, it is only these narrow minded imbeciles are the ones who thinks the way they do. If & only if the world could see the beauty of all the races & how we practice semangat MUHIBBAH amongst ourselves despite of different cultural backgrounds. There's nothing we can do because the media loves the negative side of something, someone & countries compared to the positive. =D

We humans if there's one thing we are naturally good at that is finding someone else's fault & we the media would just make that fault into something horribly, terribly, vegetably BAD. That's the honest truth not bragging but just stating the facts. I would love to talk more on 1Malaysia but I've said what I said on my previous post about it & being the person who hates politics. I shall yield anymore thoughts & stick with what I've written.

1Malaysia can only happen overseas but never in its country. Believe me. =D

Photo credits to Steph "haler" Sia